I really do like him

Like a lot. And for about five years now. He knows it too. I just don't know if I should stay and suffer, or just avoid to get over him. And even if he did like me back, which he doesn't, I don't want a boyfriend. Relationships come with stupid expectations, and I rather not deal with that. I don't like talking about my feelings, and I rather not let some one know all about me. Not that there is much there. I wish I would just let my heartbreak, that way it could heal and move on. Tomorrow I'll probably hate him, and this post will be irrelevant, but whatever. I don't care. Stupid hormones.